Now last week I was on point, today, I could be but I don’t want to be. I don’t want to work…my brain that is. Seeing that I need my brain for this job, I don’t want to work on this job today either. I want it to be easy. To delay some stuff. But that isn’t me. I still pressed through a bit. Or let’s say, I did just enough. I’m not in the right head space. I really need more time with God. I’m not too far gone. At least I’m not having a crying spell, thank God. I just need a few breathers. Some cool breeze through my coily hair would be nice. Looking at my email…kinda looks foreign. And I’m kinda ok with not wanting to do. And at that I didn’t sleep until 4 am and got back up at 8. So I can’t expect to be revived enough to WANT to work. I accept the fact that I want to be lazy today.